I am so sorry to hear your Mika is once again having such a hard time, i too am going thru this horrible mess with my little dog hot dog, she came to me 3 yrs ago after someone dumped her off to suffer, she was infested with fleas, ticks and so skinny because of tape worms, i have never seen such a sweet little pup in such a mess, after 3 years of having the time of her life, playing with my mollie dog, carefree day's playing along the lake and walking on the trails of Land Between the Lakes in TN. she has been diagnosed with blasto. the discovery was made 12-21-09. she has lost both of her eyes and is on ltraconazole twice a day untill 1-18-10. then she will be on it once a day for about 5 or 6 months. she also is seemingly much better, eating great, drinking good, but i too wonder if we will ever feel peace that this monster is gone from within her. so my thoughts are with you and all we can do is do the best we can. from the looks of this wonderful site, there are allot of us strugeling with this together. hope this reaches you because i am not real sure of how to get my messages out yet, but i will! jeanie